You just dunno how hurt i feel .
everyday i'll have t cry for you, you dont knw how my heart ache .
th pain on my head , it's still there .
i bet you alr forget me , bet you alr have someone else on your mind .
5 days straight , crying every morning , afternoon, evening , night .
What about you , laughing , happily playing , having fun .
only had junk food for dinner & lunch , what about you .
you still could eat properly , idk , i'm really confused .
deproving grades , because i spent my time with you .
soent money on cab fares , just because i wan you back, but now.
you threw me away .

second blog , like again ._____.
nothing much , haven't eat for th whole day .
've been crying for four days , outcome = swollen eyes .
(not as bad as yesterday's)
thanks Regina, Beibee , Sister,(YQ/WL), Retard & yuting, for being there when i broke down .